Sitting here, watching everyone reaching out through their laptops trying to connect with friends, family, with a shape of the real world, and what impact they still have with their lives. I am in the same boat, I am chatting with my cousin chris, enjoying him tell me about his life with his children and wife, and what is going on with our family. I am a bit disappointed with myself that I didn’t take time over my 10 days of leav to go visit everyone, and take more pictures. That is one thing I have to do on this deployment take lots of pictures, write as much as I can, and keep in touch with the amazing people I have in my life.
The count down is on till we leave, till I cross the big ocean, and begin what I have spent years training for, and months to catch up. It is almost one year ago I found out that my fate would change, that I would be going somewhere different doing something other then sitting at children's hospital and doing the work for two surgeons, I am not sure which life was easier, and I don’t want to place my mind into those thoughts, because it makes me dream of being home. Then I see the disappointment in myself for not living up to simple things, with a little bit of sacrifice for just a little bit of time. Nonsense.
I had a great visit with my friend Paige and Justin. We did a photo walk through a town near the post, ate at a german restaurant that had scary dolls, and just hang out. I really like just hanging out and staying out of the bars, being able to hear people and enjoy their company. I like to think that with my appreciation for just being with people, that Justin and I are connecting on a hole new level, and its nice, to fall in love in such a different way, I think you can only feel this when seperation is involved and great strain is upon both of you. We are just reaching out to hold on, and build another book to are life together.
I guess that is all for now. I love dunkin donuts coffee.
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